In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities. ~Janos Arany~

Ok I lied..i feel even worse now..my fucken head feels like it's going to explode..and i am about one second away from crying..actually..too late..i can already feel a tear coming down from my eyes..i am such a horrible person..i have a huge problem..in fact,i suck.

i think i am quite possibly the worst girlfriend that has ever existed.someone please shoot me..or maybe i can go do that myself..i make people feel bad ALL THE TIME..i give people a hard time..i am a pain in the ass..i say stupid shit all the time.i hate this..i hate..myself.i hate this pain..i wish i never woke up this morning..i just want to go to sleep and never wake up.:( blah..i don't even know how to be a good friend or girlfriend..i always screw everything up..i don't want to screw this up too,or worse,lose you because of my dumbass self.

Nate..please be online later..i feel like we need to get whatever is bothering us off our chests so we can be alright..because i can't take this anymore.

Happy New Year!!! - 2005-01-01
new update @ LJ. - 2004-12-01
christmas card... - 2004-11-28
update on LJ - 2004-11-18
Happy Halloween!!!! - 2004-10-31

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