In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities. ~Janos Arany~

Some Surveys..enjoy em!!!

Last car ride: last night, when I went out to get stuff for dinner w/ my mom/

Last kiss: awww...last saturday..around 2 pm when me and Nate said bye. :(

Last good cry: Tuesday..just out of missing Nate. :(

Last library book checked out: tis been far too long that I cannot remember.

Last movie seen: Freddy Vs Jason w/ Nate last Thursday. :o)

Last book read: 1984

Last cuss word uttered: "Fuck"

Last beverage drank: chocolate milk.

Last food consumed: bagel.

Last crush: none....I'm committed to only Nate.

Last phone call: Nate last night.

Last TV show watched: The Wade Robson Project on MTV

Last time showered: Thursday..it's time for another soon.

Last shoes worn: My adidas flip flops.

Last CD played: Good Charlotte

Last item bought: ?? no clue

Last downloaded: a song..not sure which though.

Last annoyance: My parents.

Last disappointment: :( not being with Nate.

Last soda drank: Iced tea..not a soda but whatever.

Last thing written: whatever

Last key used: r

Last words spoken: "We do miss you..."

Last sleep: last night.

Last IM: Nate yesterday afternoon.

Last ice cream eaten: wow...I don't remember.

Last time amused: last night over one of my mom's friends.

Last time wanting to die: it's been awhile.

Last time in love: I'm in love now.

Last time hugged: My birthday..wednesday.

Last time resentful: at anyone who's wealthy lol..so yeah, last night when me and Nate were talking about a certain person.

Last chair sat in: duh, where do you think I'm sitting?

Last lipstick used: My strawberry lipsmackers

Last underwear worn: the underwear I am wearing now..bikini style..ahem..

Last time dancing: last night..no wait..thursday night.

Last poster looked at: Linkin Park.

Last web page visited: Nate's

1 MINUTE AGO: doing this survey...

1 HOUR AGO: was watching TV.

1 DAY AGO: was asleep in bed.

1 WEEK AGO: aww..when me and Nate had to leave each other..:(

1 YEAR AGO: I don't remember.

I HURT: ?? umm......

I LOVE: Nate....*purrs & sighs*

I HATE: loneliness

I FEAR: myself..as odd as that sounds..then again, I could go on about this for hours..

I HOPE: life gets better.

I FEEL: hungry..tired..etc..

I HIDE: beind a wall

I DRIVE: nothing

I MISS: Nate..holding hands with him..kissing him..cuddling...:( all of it.

I NEED: Nate.....NOW, dammit!

I THINK: too much..waayyy too much.

This should be interesting....

==The Day You Met==

Your mood before seeing them: very nervous.

Who introduced you: no one really

Where you first saw them: my driveway....awwww.

What you noticed first: his nervousness, his eyes, and smile.

What they noticed first: my shyness, eyes, and smile.

Your first impression of them: I loved the twinkle he had in his eye when he first saw me..his inviting smile and how comfortable he made me feel when we hugged.

Their first impression of you: He said that he thought I was beautiful..*blushes*

First thing they said in your prescence: "hi"...then we hugged....awww.

First thing they said to you: When we were outside..and he was trying to open the door for me but there was no lock on the passenger side and he said he wanted to open the door for me, but couldn't.

Kind of person you thought they were: He was still the same person I always thought he was..and MORE! =D

From 1-10 [10 being highest likelihood], how much of a chance you thought you had with them: Wtf..not going to bother answering this...

Did you remember their name when you got home that night, after seeing them?: OF COURSE!.....*sighs happily and purrs* lol I'd think so.

==RELATIONSHIP FIRSTS==

First Hand-holding [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: Safari Lion Country, He did, 10!!

First date [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: At the Safari..a definite 10. :) It couldn't have been any better.

First hug [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: I'd give it an 8..I kinda initiated it more.

First night spent together [non-sexual] [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: eh, it was less than a few hours in the hotel room, we had planned it, far exceeds 10....more like 100! 1,00000 really lol. It was amazing cuddling with him. :) It wasn't about making love..it was just the pure joy of holding him that I loved.

First time dry-humping [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: hehe.....*blushes* let's move on shall we?

First time making out [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: the playground/pond across from my house (that i can't even LOOK at anymore..LOL), we both did but I KISSED him first (yeah, shocker!), hehe....i'd say 100! It was gooooddd. mmm! hehe....

First time giving manual stimulation [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: umm...moving on.....

First time getting manual stimulation [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: ahem....again, let's move on..no comment.....

First time giving oral sex [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: didn't...

First time getting oral sex [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: ok, let's just jump over some of these....lol.....

First time having sex [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: we were good bunnies.

First time making love [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: again, good bunnies.

First time fucking [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: grrr...dammit GOOD BUNNIES! and dammit..it's not about 'fucking'.

First time you saw your partner shirtless [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: didn't...

First time your parter saw you shirtless [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: AHEM...that's it....this survey is far too much right now. lol wtf kinds of questions ARE these?..

First time you saw your partner naked [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: didn't.

First time your partner saw you naked [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: didn't.

==THE MOST [BLANK] THING YOU AND YOUR PARTNER HAVE EVER DONE==

Romantic: our first kiss and cuddling.

Kinky: hehe.......he and I both know the answer to this.

Sweet: again, our first kiss and cuddling.

Life-altering: being together for the first time ever.

Memorable: every single moment with him.

Forgettable: none, fool!

Embarrassing: being shy together at the same moment, my family at dinner Thurs night..lol..

Hilarious: at "Nathan's"....lol.

Pointless: not one pointless moment.

Immature: again, laughing like loons in "Nathan's".

Mature: we had a mature moment?? lol.

==WHO IS MORE [BLANK] IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP==

Horny: lol....I would say it's equal....shockingly..at times I think I'm worse...*ahem*..moving on, once again.....

Romantic: We both are, but i'd say me more so sometimes.

Sensitive: We both are..I'd say I am more sensitive though.

Shy: Me, by far..but he's shy too.

Attractive: shallow question..moving on...

Intelligent: tie.

Spiritual: me.

Humorous: him.

Messy: I am sorta..he's a bit worse though.

Hyper: usually him, but I'm hyper at times.

Confused: tie at certain times.

==RATE THE FOLLOWING FEATURES ABOUT YOUR PARTNER 1-10==

Eyes: 10..he has VERY cute bunny eyes.

Nose: 10.

Lips: 10..hehe..he has reallly nice lips. ;)

Ears: awww they were cute!..a 10.

Jawline: 10.

Hair: he has longer hair than me! lol..but i love it..a 10, definitely.

Hands: 20..he has manly hands..hehe..;) I LOVED holding them..and i know he's prolly blushing right now...

Arms/elbows: me loves his arms. they make me feel safe..20.

Tummy: never saw it. :(

Bewbies / pecs: wtf? lol.

Butt: hehe..tis good...10.

Legs: didn't get to see em. :( he wore pants the whole time.

Feet: didn't get to see em either cos he wore his Tims. :( but I WILL dammit! lol.

==WHAT [BLANK] MAKES YOU THINK OF YOUR PARTNER==

Song: "Underneath It All" and "You Are"...and to a sad, lesser extent, "You are so beautiful"...:( and looots more..all the songs we dedicated to each other on our diary

Movie: lol....."Freddy vs Jason"....only cos it's our first movie we saw together.

Saying/Quote: "noooooo".....awww. :) and "mooooo" lol..and "prolly" gah, soo many.

Friend: no one...he's my best friend in the world so no one would remind me of him.

Food: mangoes, pickles, hot dogs..ahem..moving on...lol...awww and salads! =D

Drink: None really..but I do think of him when I see Vanilla Coke, like he said. :)

Household Appliance: Dunno really..i haven't been to his house yet.

Book: ?? I have no idea.

Kind of Dance: any slow dance that we could do..where I get to just be close to him, smelling him, and purring and kissing and all that good shtuff.

Season: frickin' humid weather....summer.

Type of Tree: trees here, of course.

Animal: Bunnies!!!

Flower: Dammit..a carnation! lol.

==WHICH [BLANK] OF YOUR PARTNER'S DO YOU LIKE BEST==

Article of Clothing: I loved his tims...:)

Jewelry Item: the ring he gave me..i'm cherishing it right now.

Physical Attribute: His smile really drew me in....his eyes, lips, hair..all of it. His ears were adorable..his beautiful hands..strong arms..everything! lol. the way he smells..mm..

Favorite Band: No Doubt.

Friend: all of you loons on diaryland.

==IF YOUR PARTNER WAS A [BLANK], THEY WOULD BE A/N [BLANK]==

Animal: BUNNY!!

Musical Genre: ghetto lol

Font: wtf? FONT???? lol...I don't know.

Sound: his voice.

Taste: his sweet, tender kiss.

Smell: the smell of him..god..it was heavenly!

Thing in Nature: the sound of rain as it hits the car while lost in the Everglades. *smirks*

Kind of Underwear: boxers? heheh ;)

Birth Control Method: LOL.....what????

Type of Porn: *blushes*

God/dess: ? umm?

Mythical Animal/Being: I have no clue.

==DO YOU [BLANK] IN YOUR PARTNER'S PRESENCE?==

Fart: lol.....not yet..hopefully I won't..nah, I know I will...lol.

Burp: yeah, I did in person..he said it was cute. =D

Masturbate: hehe...umm....moving on...

Cry: aww yes....we both have. :( on the last day we left each other and the phone.

Sleep: yup....for a few seconds we did while cuddling...it was THAT comfortable and felt so good. : )

Pick Your Nose: eww...not yet. lol eckkk hopefully not.

Eat: yup.

Do you tell them when they have food in their teeth or a booger in their nose?: haven't had neither happen yet but I would be honest and tell him.

==THE FUTURE==

Are you engaged? If so, who proposed and how did the proposal happen? Honeymoon [where, when, etc.]: we're unofficially engaged. He proposed....happened on the phone many many months ago and online. But this december, it will be official. :) yahhhh!!!

Wedding [what you'll wear, type of food, guests, etc.]: we'll decide on that later on.

Wedding Night [where, what kind of sex, etc.]: We'll see..;) I am sure there will be some bunny fun though..hehehehhe ;) lol.

Do you want to have kids? Adopted, or biological children?: I'd like us to have some kids....3 at the most..if not though, then adoption.

Any names picked out for your kids yet?: We have a list of names for our bunnies..well, I have the list.

What kind of house you both want: a nice big house..where I don't care as long as we're together. : )

Where you will live: as long as we're together, that's all that matters.

Pets you'll have: stinky (Nate's ferret), hopefully a cat, and a bunny wabbit.

What religion you'll raise your kids into: haven't discussed it..eh whatever..i am not big on religion anyway.

What/when you'll tell your kids about sex: When they are adult enough to hear about it.

What/when you'll talk to your kids about drugs/alcohol: when they are young.

Jobs you'll have: hopefully writing or psychology.

What the two of you will do after you're both retired: LOL you're CRAZY sweetie, :P umm..relax. :)

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BaSiCs....

Full name: Stacey Beth......

Nicknames: Stace, Stacerz, Bunny, Roonatic, Spacy, Stace-away...etc, etc

Birthday: Sept 10, 1985..I'm 18 baby!!!!!!!!

Zodiac Sign: Virgo

Birthplace: Brooklyn, New York

Where do you live: South Florida

Shoe size: 9

Are you Short or Tall: Avg

Parents names: Eileen and Steve

Siblings names: none

Pets: 2 cats

Do you know anyone who likes you: No, I know someone that LOVES me. *sighs and purrs*

FAVORITES.....

Sport: Basketball, soccer, etc.

Colour/Colours: green..and orange and silver too are cool.

Subject: When I was in school...English.

Radio Stations: My fave...100.7 & 104.3

Ice Cream: Double Fudge brownie..just chocolate basically.

Pop: Root Beer, Dr Pepper, etc...

TV Shows: Friends, Dawsons Creek, Dating & Reality Shows, Old shows..etc.

Scary Movie: I'm not a horror movie fan..urm..I really liked Freddy Vs Jason.

Month: September

Holiday: Independence Day, New Years Eve

Number: 23

ArE yOu......

A Wuss: HELL yeah lol prolly one of the biggest ones around.

A Goodie 2 Shoes: let's just say i'm good..but can be verryy badd..lol..Nate knows..;) hehe.

A Daydreamer: Look at my member name! Obviously! lol.

Artistically Inclined: hell no.

Musically Inclined: I can dance, but my singing is horrible.

Do yOu HaVe......

A Crush: MORE than a crush.

A girlfriend/boyfriend: Yes..I love you, sweetie.

Two feet and a heartbeat: Pshhh ooohh heck yeah!!!!

MiScELLaNioUs QuEsTioNs......

Do you Like School?: I graduated, but hated it when I was there, yeah.

Do you have your own line?: Nope, my own phone though.

Can we have your number?: .....

Do you like to dance?: Yeah! :) fun.

Are you scared to ask someone out?: I don't need to. I'm taken!

Have you ever gone skinny dipping?: Nope.

Have you ever thought you were gonna die?: few times.

Are your friends mostly Guys or Girls?: Girls, by far.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: 'Nate'..the bunny he gave me that is..lol..and 'Fuzzy'.

Have you ever broken/fractured a bone?: Nope

Do u have any piercings?: nope..I did but it got infected.

Do you wear braces?: No

Do you consider yourself a good listener?: YES! I hate to be arrogant, but prolly one of the best around.

Can you swim?: Yeah..but only underwater for some reason.

Do you sing in the shower?: ALL the time.

What are your best memories?: Wayyyyyy tooo freakin many.

What's on your ceiling?: Nothin.

What color is your toothbrush: white and blue.

What's your worst injury ever?: Ickkkk. Well 'emotional' injuries hurt the most.. physical..none really.

What's the hardest thing about growing up?: The struggles

Do you believe in Love at first sight?: no way..LUST.

Have you ever been in Love: I am in love. <3 head over heels, completely, madly..all that good shtuff.

Favorite place to be: in here, talking to Nate..in my room, at the beach..etc.

What's the best feeling in the world?: LOVE.

Do you think looks are important?: No, personality matters..it's not what you look like that counts, but the kind of person you are.

What is the worst feeling in the world?: rejection, feeling unloved, failure

How many kids do you want to have?: 2 or 3.

Happy New Year!!! - 2005-01-01
new update @ LJ. - 2004-12-01
christmas card... - 2004-11-28
update on LJ - 2004-11-18
Happy Halloween!!!! - 2004-10-31

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